write the unsaid

Sudahkah kita benar-benar mengenal Ibu?  Tidak hanya sebagai sosok seorang Ibu yang mengandung, melahirkan, dan merawat, tetapi juga sebagai seorang perempuan yang punya banyak mimpi dan ketakutan. Selamat Hari Ibu, Buk! Ibuk benar-benar berhak atas segala cinta, kasih sayang, dan kebahagiaan. Tidak hanya dari Sang Pencipta dan Anak-anaknya tapi dari seluruh penduduk bumi.

Sudah hampir tengah malam sekarang Jalanan tak jua lengang Lampu kota meremang Purnama benderang Pemuda begadang Kalelawar terbang tanpa penerang Pikiranku melayang Rasaku menggelandang Kau tertawa sumbang Sebab aku mengarang (2020)

Phase of teenage life indeed supposed to be filled with blissful and the sparkling where all she know is full of with too much dumps. She can't say that it was quite hard but she successfully throughed it with so much lessons to take and experiences to tell, but it's not easy that there's a countless night of breakdown. Her teenage self didn't really trust people and most of time hate them. She always felt lonely where she was the one who dumped people and stayed away from them. She doesn't have a group of friends to rely on and sometimes keep a distance, but she's trying to make a new one and hopefully everything goes well. She should've realized that there are so many things can make her feel blessed. Even the scar she owned could be one of the reason. She should starting to believe in herself, people, and everything around her so she can do everything she want to try. Don't have to be good at it all, but at least she have try to do every thi...