write the unsaid

I really don't know how to deal with the fact when it comes to death of someone i know personally. It's been a while since my grandma's gone. I've never been a good grandchild for her and i regret it. She has done a lot of things for me. She's the one who always there for me when nobody was. She's the one who always there when i need someone to talk to. She always fed me when my mother busy with her stuff. She's the one who always there for me when my parents had fought. She's the one who told me to not against my mother. She's the one who always make me calm when i cried. She's the one who took care of my cousin and i when our parents was busy with their stuff. She's the one who will stay awake when one of our house member was not home yet. She will waited for us. She's the good chef for us. It feels like yesterday you cooked me fried rice. It feels like yesterday we talked random things. It's weird to know that i don...

It's 11th of september sooo happy birthday to me!!! I'm not as old as you think, I'm turnin' 16, still young ryt? of korzzz I just want to say thank you so so so much to my big family, my jhs friends, my sweetest classmates, and Nunu for all the wishes, greetings, sweet words and prayers. I'm so grateful to know and have each of you in my life. Big thanks to god then who sent me y'all. For this past 16 years i've been through and learn a lot of things. People come and go without your permission. People will hurt you whether you want or not. People will gone and left you a bunch of memories whether is good or bad. People can betray you whenever they want without knowing it. But, the goods will stay. Good people, good memories, good expereiences, etc. Growing up as a broken home child is not easy but my mom always told me how to through and survive it. I don't need a cake or party to make my birthday, i just need my greatest people around ...

So, i want to tell you guys what happened to me today. I went to a place by gojek, but i asked him to wait for me bc i won't take so long and want to go home by gojek again, so he waited for me. When we're on our way back to my home, he stopped to buy a water maybe he was thirsty bc it was so hot. Apparently he bought two bottle of water and guess what.... He gave me one of those waters that he just bought. He bought me a water. What a good driver! "Is this free?" I asked still surprised. "Yes," he answered. "Seriously?" I asked him again still not believe. He answered with a smile "Yes, this is your fortune, Mbak." And i was so stunned. He really amazed me. I wish him a bunch of luck for his work and hope he's successful. Once again, thank you sooo much for the water, Pak Wahyudi S. Allah bless you!:)